What's done is done

Done Fin end of my Xanga life!

Yes people I'm leaving. I don't think with me going to College I will want to continue my words in here. It was fun while it lasted and gave me a great relief at time just to sit and my computer and type. I'm growing up and leaving a lot behind and I will be going off into the adult word now bye bye!

Reinivai Hekate

Still up at the wicthing hour

Snow snow snow and being sick.

That's been my life for the past three days. But yes I do bring good news at last. I'm going to college. I can say I'm really happy about that really happy! More or less it's the only thing that is keeping me happy threw this term at school nothing right now really fits in anymore.

In each one of my classes I have someone I can talk to for a while but when I glance around what do I see so my eyes deceive me no. Preps and this be the kind that have hated me since childhood or just don't like me because I made someone else upset in the past. Now I hate catorgizing people but that is the best word to descirbe this set of nosense. I thought it was Febuary the time of love apparently it will be another single awareness day for me.

The only other thought that is keeping me alive this term is Acen or Anime Central. Yes I'm going in 99 days form now. I can't wait to jump around and party it up with all my friends. Acen is the only thing that is making me happy right now that I'm dreaming of it. And sadly I had a nightmare tonight about it. I dreamed it sucked. no booths no sword makers no nothing. How rude. Oh well it can't happen Acen is just amazing! This to get on my list or the S.C.C.

Sword

Corset

Contacts.

Yes all three will be picked up by me at Acen and a new pair of ninja shoes. Thanks for the last pair Squall, Just kidding I love you my ferret but stop digging into my shoes. Acen should be grand this year with Monah, Danny, Justin, Dianna, and myself right now I still need answers form a few. Well I'm off Maybe there might not be school today hopefully. Later

Reinivai Hekate

Random person: Mike because I missed his Birthday Sorry dude I was sick.  

Random statement:  "Where are you I'm worried." Eliza. Thank you for caring. ^^

Random book: Tramps like us.

Random Movie: Spirited Away

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Yes she's naked and yes I made this.

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Hunny!

Just another dream

I'm lazy or just busy you pick Sorry for not updating in a long time

Lets see wow that was long ago. Oh I've finally come to terms with the Harper show I was just a little scarred I guess. But now I know there is more to fear then just an art show. Like life. I've finally turned 18. I'm an adult. what an icky work I swear I want to be a kid forever! My job at Eskape has been running me around up and down dealing with gross men all day. Christmas was dandy I didn't get what I wanted at all but I'll live. But I am happy to see this show with my brother in a few days

But my family and I did welcome a new family member in; Baby Kat. Yes that's right I'm finally an Aunt.I'm really happy for my brother and his wife and baby Kat is so sweet. Now that's something to be scared of growing in this world we live in now with how strange and corrupt it is. But then again who knows it maybe the best time to grow up in and i haven't seen it yet. No matter what I know I'm going to take care of her alot.

On a sadder note my dog Pedro my beloved pet for 17 years had a major stroke/ heart attack. The doctor said there is nothing we can do for him execept make him as comfortable as possible. I really hate those six words. My dog is being as spoiled as possible now. He dose sleep with me every night and I usually bring him food from work or make it. He loves cheese. I do really love him it will take me a while to get over his death when he is gone. I've already cried a million tears and will cry a million more for my best friend ever. Until he gose I'll be at his side.

New term starts on wednesday. Oh joy..... I have easy classes again. But I do look forward to Ap Art everyday. I love to see what my hands will make next. I work with alot of tape and have been working on alot of controversial subjects like painting the statue of liberty naked. Yes she is naked. If you don't like it tough It has alot to say about women, media, , and general outlook on the United States and how it is today.

Oh speaking of today I cut off alot of my hair. Some people I say look like a pixie and some say I look like Annie. But so far no one hates it completely except Daila she hit me with a volleyball like three times. I guess I cut off all my hair because I was sick of it It was holding me down in doing what I wished and it was a bicth to get out all the paint everyday. I don;t know I had alot of terrible things left in my head before I cut it off  Ex boyfriends ex friends people who influence me in a horrible way. I'm trying to change alot for the better and get my life in order before my parents kick me out into the real world.

Well I guess that's really all I got to say. I'll update with new pictures of me the baby and other things later take care.

Reinivai Hekate

Random Person: Eliza because it was her birthday the other day! ^^

Random statement:"Keep it short forever!" Sony. And no it's not going to be short forever!

Random book: Love sex and robots. Yes is is a real book I'm going to buy it tomorrow.

Random movie/ Anime:  Gunslinger Girl.

Very good I would wacth I love Henerta.

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Read the book Twilight and understand.

Is Frist place really all that great?

             Ok so it's been a while. Lets off with the fusion show that went well. I had a lot of fun being that it was my last year. A little drama here and there but I got through it. Lets see love life is loney again. Joy. Always with my luck. Oh well I's just glad were still friends. At least I think we still are. I mean don't get me wrong I was pretty upset at the begining of this week. And I personally think I took it alot better then I thought. I don't know I'm getting use to this kind of thing you know always the friend never the girlfriend.

              So still working on my college stuff. Yah I'm lazy about that stuff.

              So it looks like art is becoming my passion adn my work. This moring you see I took frist place for Wheeling at the art show. It was werid you know. There is like 50million things that are wrong with that piece personally. Some pretty racnchy things that I can't believe that people over looked it. I don't know I gusse Aritst are their biggest creidits. My brother says I have alot of raw talent but my technical sucks. I know know getting frist place and geting student of the mounth it seems that somethings is about to fall. I'm mean I'm greatful about the fact that I won and all but still I fell like I'm not that good yet. If you liked to see the picture you can head over to face book. It's teh one called Dizzy lies.

          Well I'm off have to get going to work soon. 17 days until my 18th b-day! ^^ get me money for tattos.

                              Reinivai Hekate

Random statment: "Oh snap your bagels." Sony

Random person: Monah

Random Book: Sex and the City.

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The bomb called homecoming

Well not really a ticking time bomb. Just random time to spare before I need to leave. I'm already ready for some odd reason. My dress is purple with sliver sparkles. Got my nails done and all that Jazz. I don't know really. I'm going with Ben Zulu. Good buddy and all but I would rather be going with a guy who I think is more then just a friend. I will not give out names.

But yes I'm still happy I'm going even if it is with a friend. My relationship department has been utterly dull until a few weekends ago. I'm pretty happy still I guess in those funny odd stages before you jump from friends to more then just friend. But yet again I could be thinking a little ahead of myself. I think I have a tendancy to do that. I think.

On ward. Life fusion and the balnence between work and babies.

Life besides homecoming and fusion it's been the same old same old. I quit puppy palace and got another job at Eskape with Roybn and Babba. And getting ready for the baby showers in the coming days and years. Oh look one's tomorrow. But This is the one that will be my favtoie. It's for my niece. YES It's a girl I'm not the only one! I bought the baby the most cutes gifts ever.

The parade this year was pretty fun. My truck was in for fusion. It was fun it was even fun when I  fell off the back of my own car. I didn't cry I ran over and gave Jake a hug and a sucker and jumped back on. I wasn't ' hurt. It was just pretty funny. As for fusion it's working out alot better without Rawlinson there. We got more skits  got a skit inspired by Denny's coffees and Jellybeans and another this is a little more personal. Oh well you'll have to come see the show to understand or  well not understand at all.

Oh buddy I must be off for I will rant another day.

Reinivai Hekate

Random Person Geogia

Random Statement: "I'm allergic to candy." Girl on the side of the parade who was being bicthy while opening candy.

Random Book: Ranma 1/2

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Bicth Slap!

Update for later:

Homecoming exploed with zero to no danceing but it had a really nice ending to it.

Night